...............my appetite is whet.......................

    .............i have always been a thinker, a bit more on the serious side, contemplating outcomes too much, and somehow.........missing out alot on what life had to offer....................iv been told i think too much, much of the time to my own detriment.......i analyse, analyse and analyse again,,,,,,,,,,,,i woke up.......somewhere in my thirties..........and let me announce..........i am going for 40,,,,,,,,,,40 years old, that is....and feeling fabulous,,,,,,,,,iv come into my own space, a space where i reign supreme, im comfortable in my own skin,  confident in my own skin...........i pretty much like how iv turned out ..........an adult.......AT LAST..........

       

                                                                                                iv  travelled along Lifes paths.....a chosen destiny, so to say........to reach my current destination,,,,,  its been pretty tumultuous at times.........iv become even stronger ...............a plus out of a minus................... iv always in essence been an emotional persona   ..............i see and feel emotion in human relationships....i feel emotion in living life.....everyday life. that is, theres incredible emotion in everyday existence.......even just the ordinary day to day mundanes...............................like cooking,,,,,,,,i promise you,,,,,,,is no mundane to me..........its me encapsulated.......

                      really.........im always milling thoughts around .....when im driving, showering, drying my hair...............this is how i see this blog to be,,,,,,,,,,,me talking to myself........... and entertaining myself with what entertains me daily..........deciding to actually start the process of realizing my thoughts from a virtual space into a visual space has been , to put it mildly..........an opening of the floodgates  ,its like opening up a Pandora's Box........my collated thoughts,, all archived and stowed some where in those brain cells,,,,,,,,can finally be creatively processed and WOW........its a fantastic satiating feeling........to have this outlet............i really dont know where to start...............

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                    what i can say.......is..........that the juices are flowing..............my appetite is whet..............iv got childhood cooking memoirs in those archives,,,of my dear mother.....who .........instilled in me, my passion for cooking..........sublime dishes that i have tasted in pavement cafes,,,,,,,,luxurious artistic works that i have savoured in the "Pigalles" and five star establishments..........simple comfort foods like a good toasted sarmie.........traditional authentic dishes.........that i have mastered to perfection..................theres so much that i want to share...........................................bring on the 'apertifs'................non-alcoholic, if u please!...................